The title of this post has absolutely no relevance to anything I'm about to talk about. Call it a random act of consciousness if you will.
Life lately has been somewhat of a wonderful mystery. Actually, to be completely honest, that's how I've felt about my life for the past year. Most people are frightened of the unknown. I myself, revel in it's obscurity. The great unknown is one of life's fascinating things, I think. While in your mind you may have some inclination of what you want your life to look like, the truth is, you're never really sure. Why? Because the unknown is that same constant variable.
My life's path has mutated too many times to count over the past five years. I've gone from knowing exactly what I want to do with my life to looking at a blank page too many times to count. But the present fact of the matter is, my life right now is inexplicably awesome. I have no complaints. Okay, I have one complaint. I have to start paying back student loans this month. Where do they think I'm going to pull this money out of? My ass? If only that were the truth. Money trees would be greatly appreciated right about now.
February is a horrible blood sucking month as far as bills go. I firmly believe car insurance is the government's way of showing how they can and will make you poor for at least two months out of the year. Enough with the negativity though.
Vegas is slowly approaching and I'm actually not 100% sure if we are actually going. My roommate keeps putting off sorting the details out which makes me think he's not too sure if he wants to go. If so, fine and dandy, I will be using that money to trot off to Myrtle Beach, SC at the end of February. Back up plans, people, they are amazing to have. Of course I could do the more responsible thing and save the money and put it towards...I dunno...bills, loans, and all of that other crapola. Frankly, that's not nearly as fun though. Ah well, such is life. Bed awaits as my 6am X-Files theme wake up call is a mere 3 1/2 hours away.
Till next time, where I will remain as eternally optimistic and equally humble. I bid you adieu.
- peach tea in spring water